I was at errol's place. His dad died because of tipus. We were infront of his dad's tomb. We were talking about random things then his tita asked him if Jon(my ex) already visited. Errol told her tita that Jon haven't visited yet and he doesn't know whta happened. So when I got home, I texted him. i told him that his father died and I asked him to visit errol. He already replied the other day. I had a missed call from him a text saying "HAHAHAH". then I asked him, what's funny? Then he said, nothing and he infromed me that he already visited errol. Then the night of that day, he texted and and asked if I was busy, I said no, he asked If he can call me, I said yes, he said again, "sagutin mo ha?" I said, OK. Then there we talked for, I think, 15 minutes because the line was disconnected.
While we're talking, it's as if we didn't have a past broken relationship. It was an ideal phone call. Laughing, joking, teasing without the "ilang" factor. While he was talking, I was remembering the past, I was thinking the what if's in my head again. what if we have been like this before? Our realtionshiop could have better and lasted.
But after the phone call, I have realized, we are better if we are frinds, JUST FRIENDS.as they say, Lovers wont be friends unless they don't have feelings for each other anymore.
oo. masakit na nawala na yung pagmamahal at masakit tanggapin na hindi na kame magkakabalikan, pero masaya ako, kasi nakamove on na ako, masaya na siya at nakamaove on na siya. at friends na kame at tanggap na namin na hindi na talagang pwedeng maging kame. pero sana sa future, sana may pagkakataon pa na baguhin ko or icorrect ko yung mga mistakes na nagawa ko sakanya, hindi man kame sa huli, sana mabigyan lang ako ng second chnace para maiparamdam ko naman yung mga hindi ko naiparamdam sakanya noon.
kung may mamahalin ako sa future, kung magkita man kame sa future at nandun parin yung pagmamahal na yun, ikaw parin ang mamahalin ko. at please, tandaan mo, napakalaking bahagi ka ng buhay ko. Promise!
