don't let this affect you

I prayed. And promised that when I woke up, my sadness will disappear and I will wake up with a smile, but I can't. I said, I won't let it affect me, but no, I broke my promise. I can't. And it's hard for me.

I congratulated him for his new gf, and you know what he said, "thanks, sana magtagal kame, sana, tatagal yan". wtf right?! it broke my already broken heart into more tiny pieces.

But what else can I do? I need to move on, na antagal ko ng gustong gawin, maybe it's really the time to do it. Lord, help me