1 year had passed since he begged for me to come back. 1 year passed that I tried to move on and let go. 1 year gone that I hoped he'll beg for me once again just like what he did after our many break ups. 1 year that I hoped he'll fulfil his promises. 1 year that he's the only one I'm thinking of. 1 year of misery and pain. 1 year of regretting my mistakes. 1 year of wondering the "what if's" in my mind. 1 year of hoping that someday, "us" will work again and "us" will be a perfect match.
A friend told me that I can't move on because I know that he still loves me. Ad now, I just want Him to say he doesn't love me anymore so I can move on. I really want to move on but I don't know how.
I guess, 1 year is too long for hoping. I guess it's time to move on. I just want him to say that and I can say I'm in peace. It's just that we're really not meant to be together. I wanna change me, and his words are the key to my new life.
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