wearing a beautiful long gown. Nice shoes. tied up hair with make up on my face. everyone going to be dressed up for my night. everyone will be looking at me. i'll be dancing under the spotlight, everybody will be greeting me a happy birthday.
I wanna be a princess for that night. I was dreaming and waiting or this day to come. and now, it's less than 2 months before that day comes,my mom and dad knows how much I want to have a big celebration for my 18th birthday.
i have checked my guestlists schedules. Planned my theme. Searched for my gown design. Told my mom to prepare her recipes and suddenly---- my mom texted me that she will gave me money nalang instead of having a debut! ma, are you serious? you really want to hurt me? I dreamed of it since I was 8 or 9, and then now you want me to cancel it. Kung alam niyo lang kung gaano niyo ako sinasaktan. Ang sakit sakit kasi ayaw niyong matupad yung dream ko. bakit ganyan kayo? ako na nga lang ang pagdedebuhin ninyo e, bakit ganyan kayo? Huwag niyo naman sana ipagdamot sakin ang araw na yun, sana lang :( hinayaan ko na nga na ibang birthday ko hindi bongga e, ang gusto ko lang sa 18th bday ko, maganda :(( sana maintindihan niyo :(
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